Hot Hertfordshire escorts and a philosophy of sex

 

23rd April 2012

Tricia never stopped asking questions all the way to our date’s house and I had begun to find her constant monotone tiring and irritating. Should I this or should I that? What will he have in mind? How far do we enact his fantasies? What I enjoyed most was going with the flow and reading a situation as I found it. This is what I did for fun, it was my personal life and I felt somehow as if I was making up for all those late teenage years and early twenties when my sex life had been so dull, so conventional. If sexy escort Tricia didn’t share my mindset then she had no business joining me when I met Clive and the busty escort should just call it quits and make her way home. I said as much to her. I was being harsh I know, as after all we were delving into the dark and unseen world of secret sex and the hot and sexy Hertfordshire girl had only experienced mainstream carnal encounters so far in her young life.

But my outburst had a positive effect as the sexy Hertfordshire escort realised that she had been going way over the top. She was going on a date, that’s all and she should do only what she wanted to do to get her kicks. It wasn’t as if anyone could get really hurt, we were just enacting a fantasy scenario and hopefully enjoying a good two or three orgasms along the way... I was being a little disingenuous of course, for me it was an anything goes step into the unknown and that was most of the thrill of it for me. I liked being the naughty girl, the one who is able to abandon herself to others, to give herself physically for others to enjoy and to get enjoyment from that giving. Tricia was a prop for the carnal encounter as far as I was concerned, she would add to the sexy atmosphere but I wasn’t convinced that the hot Hertfordshire girl had what it takes to truly enter into my world.

It must be difficult for ordinary women to be able to understand my motivations and my actions I suppose. There are conventions that we are force fed, attitudes and behaviours modelled that we are brainwashed to believe should be shared by everyone. Sexuality is seen as dangerous, a savage instinct that must be tamed. Well, for me there was no embarrassment caused by years of socialisation, I had broken free from that stagnant consciousness and was pursuing my own unfettered agenda. Most of my new friends at Hertfordshire Visiting Escort Services understood where I was coming from and one even suggested it was a political as much as a sexual stance. All I know is that I am a red hot sexual and sexy Hertfordshire girl and I intend to experiment and enjoy for all I am worth...

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