15th March 2012
The next day we sat down to breakfast and I confronted the hot Hertfordshire girl, demanding to know what her intentions were. I didn’t mean to come over all needy and desperate but of course that is exactly how I appeared to the sexy escort beauty. Jodie just looked me in the eye and said that she had enjoyed a great time with me and that our hot sex session would live on in her memory but she was a free spirit, a bohemian wanderer and she didn’t own me, nor did I own her. Her words made sense and her tone was so pure and true that I understood entirely that I had allowed a crush to turn into something more.
I had wanted to be Jodie, the best escort in Hertfordshire. Indeed I had taken on the persona of the busty escort and had met some clients, playing out my fantasy world for real. In the past few weeks I had been seduced by various lovers and yet, here I was thinking that the sexy visiting escort owed me something when in fact she owed me nothing. She had shown me a great time and boy, I will remember her sensual massages until the day I die, and she had introduced me to an exciting world of pleasure and fun. My working life at the hospital had come to seem mundane by comparison and I knew that I was clinging to Jodie because she represented something else. It wasn’t about needing to be in a relationship at all, it was about my becoming the sexy escort and living her life by proxy.
The revelation stunned me and I had apologised to Jodie for any embarrassment I may have caused her. She was absolutely fine, a darling and we talked for hours about what she might get up to next.
Jodie planned to go on the road again. She had saved a considerable sum over the past year and she had decided that a trip to the States was on the cards for the sexy Hertfordshire girl. She intended to trek across open terrain and camp under the stars. I had to admire her courage, her pioneering spirit. No doubt she would get involved in a whole load of sexual adventures again – at least she had promised to keep in touch by email, messenger and text so I would have some good bedtime reading no doubt...
As for me, well I intended to turn over a new leaf. I would quit my job at the hospital and I would do the thing that I now knew I wanted to do, what I had finally realised was at the core of my desires: I would be sexy visiting escort Jodie...